No synchronicity for this King of Pain

I took the numbers that My Abuser and his enabling, bully lawyer threatened to garnish from my disability income. I strongly maintain that if I had a chance to heal, I would not be disabled today. I seriously need to heal. This is his numbers put into perspective.

The “deception“ relates to the money he felt worthy of spending. He put a pretty ring on my finger and made me beg to survive. All of the numbers related to rent and miscellaneous are from my begging, proving I was trying to sell my personal items that I never wanted to sell.

My whole apartment and world are not mentioned. I was promised a replacement of everything in my post-op haze when he mentally kidnapped me. My stuff is gone forever.

All of the begging for gas money, a few bucks to send my youngster a birthday present and very, very basic human necessities happened while we were still engaged.

I never had “pocket cash”.

He told me to “get a job”. So I did. Just before I was declared disabled. It was in sales which in my past would be natural for me. I’ve been a marketer in one way or another for 25 years. It didn’t go well. Most merchants in Cortez were not welcoming to me at all. Another blow to my ego while I was already falling apart.

The detail of these numbers along with his lawyer, Mr. Pace‘s nasty email calling me an “extortionist” are posted on my site under one of the “and I tried…” sub-menu.

I apologize my site is a bit clunky now. I’m learning as I go.