I began this website in 2019 when I figured out that I was a targeted victim, now survivor, of human trafficking.
The evil intent is real and my stories are true. I hope my experiences will help someone else in some way. That could mean securing space for an emotional support dog to be able to be with their owner while in a shelter. Most will only keep your dog in a kennel with whatever diseases might occur for your dog. This can also, often mean cutting through the red-tape. I've been there, I've been humiated. Repeatedly. [couldn't care less] Let me help you avoid those unnecessary panic attacks.

I know how it feels and nobody experiencing trauma should ever be subjected - even further
by state & FEDERAL human resource corruptions.

Welcome.

I became a single mom of two at age 22.
I already had my AA in Visual Communications from the Art Institute of Seattle in hand.
I waited tables in green poly full-time at Denny's on Denny Way while attaining it. That Denny's has since been scraped.

Somewhat more importantly, I am first generation [which is me] to graduate or even go to college.

No regrets in any way for holding off on my career. I have raised AMAZING human beings.

So much physical and mental abuse began when my father abused me as a toddler. I am searching to heal and also tell other survivors a simple sentence that is really hard to say.

It is not your fault.

It took me years to comprehend that.

Unfortunately, society typically

blames victims relentlessly.

As did all of my fake friends.

These predators do everything and anything they can to know your situation. They do this by many questions with a bomb of admiration [which is fake] and showering compliments.

Everything they say is very reasonable sounding.

Every question is carefully crafted.

Predators smell "weakness"

Early Childhood Trauma is one reason for my being prone to abuse.

My captor was a family friend and I knew him for 16 years before he targeted me. I've missed years of my son's childhood directly because of this evil, judge bribing man.
To date, he gets off scot-free.

My experiences deprived me and my now sixteen year old son of years of even visitation

since he was nine.

Those years are gone.

My "parenting time" remains in quotation marks forever.

But my son and I are stronger than ever. He understands. He helps me.

He knows I live with PTSD and alcohol dependency recovery every single day from shit like this.

So far my son and I are winning!

My captor has been out of my life for years now.

Than man is stewing in his own shit, until he dies. Soon.

My suffering used to make him happy.

My resilience and finding happiness again pisses my captor off to no end, and that makes me joyful.

I advised my captor's priveleged son,

Matthew about this for years.

MATTHEW CLAPS holds a high position fighting for kids at the Casey Foundation.

One might THINK he gives a crap about KIDS.

This man takes a ferry across the Puget Sound to work in downtown Seattle to work.

I cannot begin to tell you how breathtakingly beautiful and calming this is.

Matthew Claps and his family benefit directly from the VERY MONEY that kept me from my son ages 9 through 14!.

WE will NEV ER get that time back.

This "family man" has known about every horrid detail from the start, 2019.

I've BEGGED for mercy from Matthew because not only is he the son, but controlls a fair bit of these filthy zillions. Like an asshole, Matt has never once responded to me. I met him years prior when I co-owned a fine dining restaurant called the Mediterranean Grill & Tapas Lounge in Steamboat Springs, Colorado.

Matthew enjoys his life on Mercer Island, Washington with his family.

One off to college, the other in high school by now.

An address I would die for.

An address where I have been before.

My captor KNEW that and SIEZED the opportunity.

I was PROMISED this address.

my captor used this to win me.

I'm sure it annoys the hell out of Matthew that his father literally planned to buy a house on the same island that he lives on.

An address he made me think my kids could come and visit. I have suffered tremendously to the point where I STILL SUPRISE therapists! You cannot make that up! I went to JR. High and high school in Kirkland, WA. Just across the Sound. I went to college in Seattle. This man KNEW I absolutely LOVED this area. He wanted to buy a house on the same island as Matthew Claps, my captor's son.

MATTHEW CLAPS cares about children, so his career says. He knew every minute that his AND his father's money kept ME and my SON from seeing eachother from ages 9 until 14. I fought like the biggest fight of my life to get back to my SON! MATTHEW CLAPS' father wanted to make me dead by suicide because he knew damned well I live with PTSD from major trauma, beginning with my own father as a toddler.

Matthew Claps is a perfectly coherent person and ignores this.

HIS MONEY mainly came from THIS! I bet he calls himself a Dem, which baffles me.

It didn't work and I survived, blood sweat, tears and God only knows what else kept me here.

After that, I pray for hell for him, and his son who is in the position to do something. Yet he chooses to just ignore it.

I got away from this freak of society years ago, yet my captor still creeps me online. I let Matthew know this [I have proof of SO much crap]

knew he moved from Colorado, where he obducted me to Saint Simons Island. GA.

That was why the FBI told me there would be an arrest. Not police, the freaking FBI, before the biggest loser ran it. The case went over state lines, making it FBI, not local police. Corruption ensued for years. I have deleted so much B.S. over time because who cares that much?

Nobody besides my three amazing children. They are now 32, 30 and 16.

All the most respectful human beings that you would infrequently meet..

I had never heard of that place before him.

I escaped this abusive, controlling malignant narcissist and I could not be happier.

I'll never forget the days where I paid $4 in quarters for gas in my Dodge pickup because it was all I had to get home.

I remember shaving my head because my appearance was my ONLY weapon.

I have been disowned by my own family and lost millions.

I will never forget, nor will my three children.

What a piece of shit.